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A Moment There was a moment when everything was right. I smiled without force. I loved without worry. I cried without caring. I loved life, and I never looked back at my previous dark life. I felt loved. There wasn't a worry in the world. Not a thing that could put a damper on my amazing good fortune. Nothing was wrong. For a moment, nothing was wrong.
There was a moment when I felt like someone cared. They worried when I hurt. They were there when it was needed. They picked me up when I was down, and they never left my side. I was loved. There was nothing that could break our connection. Not a thing that could separate us. Nothing was wrong. For a moment, nothing was wrong.
There was a moment when my family felt whole. My mother felt loved. My brother found a friend. My sister did too, and they all loved me. My love got stronger. There was nothing that could take away our happiness. Not a thing that could bring hate to our house. Nothing was wrong. For a moment, nothi
This Dark LandDo you want to know what it feels like?
But be warned. Once you go to this dark land, you're stuck here.
It's an "escape".
It kills you.
It will make you hate you.
This dark land...hurts. But it feels so good.
I escaped this dark land.
But just barely.
It will chase you. It will capture you and kill you.
It feeds on your pain.
I ran away from it. Once I could see a brighter land,
I ran away from this one.
I could tell you not to be fooled by this temporary escape.
But you have no choice.
It blinds you.
You should never have followed me here.
Please just try to see past it.
NothingYou know what?
Leave the world.
Leave everyone who loves you.
Leave your friends.
Leave your family who-believe it or not-would be miserable if you left.
Leave this beautiful world.
If you look closely, it is gorgeous.
Leave everything you once loved.
Because we obviously will never be enough for you.
We couldn't do enough.
You will never love us enough to stay.
Leave everything that once meant something to you.
And when you finally leave, think of me.
Regret ever leaving.
Wish you had said more.
Wish you had told me first.
And never come back.
Because if you do,
We won't be waiting.
We'll give you just what you gave us.
LoveI laugh because I feel like laughing
I smile because I feel like smiling
I joke because I feel like joking
I dance because I feel like dancing
I sing because I feel like singing
But I only love because I see no danger in loving
Does love ever fully last?
It hasn't for me.
But does that mean that I should stop loving?
It hasn't done any permanent damage.
Sure, my heart's a bit broken and bruised.
But it still works fine.
Love is such a joy.
It brings hope and happiness.
It shows that someone really does care.
It gives you a reason to wake up smiling,
Go to sleep with that same image of love in your head.
A reason to live, to love, to feel loved, to give love, to receive it.
If you think about it, the world revolves around love.
So don't give up on love.
It's out there.
Waiting for you.
All of you.
BenjaminWhere'd you go?
Why'd you leave me?
You're not here to watch me grow
Into the woman I will soon be
I wonder if you're with me
I'm trying to make you proud
I wonder if you miss me
Wherever you are
Do you ever regret it?
Losing all you were fighting for?
I just wish you hadn't
I wish I had done more
I miss daddy's hugs
You're little girl needs you
I hope you know you're loved
Do you miss me too?
I wear your necklace 'round my neck
Every single day
You know without you I'm a wreck
When you left, the world went grey
You're hoodie's sitting in my room
For the days that I get sad
My mind is filled with only gloom
When I think about you, Dad
Make It Worth ItInstead of this discrimination towards other's beliefs,
Why don't we just accept,
Instead of building on grief?
Instead of treading on the lower to make yourself king,
Why don't we choose to live in a community,
Of love and equality?
Instead of getting your power from cruel words
Sent to bring your friends down,
Why don't we lift the spirit
And renew yours as well?
In this generation of careless people,
We eat each other to get to the top.
We have decided that bringing others down,
And pushing others away,
Will get us higher up on the scale.
We have come to the conclusion,
That pointing out others flaws
Will boost our self-esteem,
And make us look like
The better person by comparison.
We have decided that the only possible way
To express our feelings,
Is to point out every little wrong from others,
To make us feel like we're right.
But by doing this,
We're not right.
None of us are.
Far from it actually.
By making others look bad,
This PersonI've just been looking for an excuse
An excuse to tell you off for becoming what I know you're not
Who are you anyway?
Who is this person that's made my life hell?
Who did this to you?
And why are you showing this person to me?
I thought you loved me
I thought you cared
I thought you needed me
I thought you'd always be there
I liked you better when you were sad
When you needed someone
When you needed a shoulder to cry on
And now it seems
You don't need a thing
You don't need anyone
You don't need me
So that's why I'm leaving
I can't stay with you
I can't bear to be around you
It's makes me want to cry
It makes me want to kill you
For breaking my heart
And I haven't got a clue why
Why would you do this to me?
Do you even realize what you've done to me?
I remember saying you're the only thing I'm living for
So when you left, did you want me gone?
Didn't you say something similar
But you don't need me anymore
And after everything we've been through
After everything I've
Poor YouGo on
Sing your sad song to your oblivious friends
Your pathetic little sob story just never ends
Oh, so sweet and innocent and does no harm to none
You threaten and scream and you do it for fun
Yeah, sure. Because I walked away
You and I both know what happened that day
Are you done with your pointless little fits?
Well I am. I've already quit
But not quite ready to put down the knife
That's what you think. Have fun with your life
One Day It'll Make SenseI hope that one day it'll all make sense,
But until then I'm stuck living in the past-tense,
This isn't my choice, it's against my will,
Because I can't tell my brain how to feel,
They say we grow from our life experiences,
But I'm struggling to do that, in all seriousness,
People tell me that I have a beautiful skill,
That I can make one feel my mind by words that are real,
But lately I find it to be more of a burden,
Thoughts that I can't stop from turning,
One day...I hope not so far away,
I just may...actually make it, to their dismay.
Hell's AngelAll I need is an angel from hell,
She's the only beauty who can control my desire,
When she breaks the ice and kisses me with fire.
I've been asleep for so long when I return to life,
The cherubim of heaven will hear my soul yell.
All I need is an angel from hell,
She'll be my fair lady who will purge my regret,
When she calms the thunder with tears she wept.
I've been lost for all time but now I have no strife,
The seraphim of heaven will ring out an immortal bell.
All I need is an angel from hell,
She can do no wrong when all I see is her honesty,
When she slays the wind in those skies of piety.
I've been alone for an eternity now she's my wife,
The children of heaven will curse us: We of minds so fell.
A DreamI dream of the sky
Flocks of bird fly
With the sun set
A hand on my chest
Amber eyes caress
I'm lost in her nest
her breath on my neck
its why she's a vex
she makes me a wreck
round luscious hips
show a few tips
then licks her lips
Mask It With a SmileGrin.
No, not that big.
Show a few teeth...
There, that's more like it.
Go wash your face,
Your cheeks are less flushed,
So rejoin your friends.
Someone just told a joke,
Let the sparkle reach your eyes,
Now no one'll notice they're red and puffy.
"Hey, how are you?"
Tell them you're good
and re-direct the question to them.
You're too quiet,
and your mind is wandering...
Join the conversation.
Don't forget to
Don't forget to
and they wont suspect a thing...
The Boy With the GlassesThe boy with the glasses
Puts them on
And sees the world
For what it truly is
And it is all too much
He can't take
Their rules, their ways
He would rather just see the world
Through his own blinded eyes
So he takes the glasses off
Not wanting to see
He takes the glasses off
You are...You are my moon
On a dark and stormy night.
Showing me the path
When all seems lost.
You are my flame,
Warming me through the
Cold, icy days,
And never letting me freeze.
You are my ground,
Keeping me on my feet.
Because without you,
I'd be crumpled on the floor.
You are my tether,
Keeping me here, on this Earth.
Even when I'm ready
To make the ultimate sacrifice...
The second half
To my broken,
That's what you are.
You complete me.
You keep me stable.
Keep me under control.
And keep me alive.
You are special.
You are amazing.
You are caring.
But above all...
Despite your protests.
Despite your arguments
That I shouldn't...
You are the girl...
The girl that I love.
The girl I would sacrifice myself above all to save.
Of the fittest.
You must prove yourself.
Glinting in the sun.
Bared in defiance.
Protection of your pride.
It's a flurry,
Of swipes and kicks.
It's a fight to the death.
Your last breaths leave both of your bodies,
And you laugh.
No. It's not for any of those things.
No... We just wanted excitement...
What better way,
A fight to the death.
To YouOceans apart,
Day after day,
As i slowly go insane,
My sanity soon,
A long lost memory.
If i see you next to never,
How can we say forever?
All i ever wanted was to save a bed,
And have you sleep in arms instead.
I had promised,
What ever it takes,
No matter how much my heart breaks,
I would wait for you...
I may need to break that promise,
I re-read those conversations,
I look at those sweet things you said,
And my heart breaks,
I always wondered how we would last,
This little romance,
I always thought,
That what ever it took,
I would take the chance.
But i can't.
The pain it causes,
I can't hold you back,
You deserve better,
You can get it,
I believe in you.
But i won't hold you back.
You are an ocean away,
I always felt our souls together,
But our bodies are far apart.
This is my final goodbye.
I haven't done much good in my life,
I was constantly selfish,
Never thinking of others.
Not this time.
I will miss y
Insanity of Patience.Patience is a virtue.
I've learned this to be true.
But I lack the skill of being patient.
I expect instantaneous results for everything in life.
If I want something, I want it now.
Oh how flawed my thinking is.
Nothing worth having comes easily.
It takes what seems like eons to finally become your own.
It can take years, even decades for love to grow.
It requires the utmost patience.
Something that I lack.
I want this love to grow but why does it take so long?
I miss you now, therefore I want you now.
But I've let you go, so you can grow.
Growth is such a slow process.
But my darling, I miss you.
Your smile, your laugh, your hugs, your kisses; your entirety.
I'd give up my soul just to lay close and hear your heart beat.
Your beauty has entranced me.
This entrancement is as strong as the day we met.
I'd give up everything I have just to hear you say I love you once more.
Please come back to me again, my love.
This waiting game is driving me completely insane
A Knight With No ShieldLook at me and think I'm weak
If a knight in shining armor is what you seek
Look away, for I'll just hide
It's not my day. I've lost my pride
I can't fight off the monsters underneath your bed
I can't heal your wounds of deep blood red
I can't shine light on all that is dark
I can't shield you from all danger and harm
I will, of course, care if you are to die
I will say a prayer
and I will of course, cry
I will wish I'd done more to save you from this fate
I will wish I'd been there, kept you from that state
I will regret every second I hadn't said more
I will wish I'd kept our bond, all I was living for
Inspector Wolf The old lady was dead. I could smell it before I even got into the house. The whole place reeked of adrenaline, sweat, fear, copper and steel. He’d dropped her right in her living room. Chopped and chopped until she stopped moving. But I could tell I was getting close. This had been done in a hurry, and the killer didn’t have the time to clean up after himself like he usually did.
Across the room, the phone rang. The shrill sound set my teeth to grinding, but I ignored it. Instead I followed the killer’s bloody footprints into the back bedroom. He’d climbed out the window. If I hurried, I could catch up to him and end this disgusting spree he was on.
Then the answering machine kicked in. “Hi, Gramma! It’s Red. Sorry I’m running late. I kind of lost track of time. But don’t worry. I packed the picnic and I’m heading out the door right now. Love you.”
She’d been expec
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