SecretLittleMe

Please read my journal before reading https://secretlittleme.deviantart.com/journal/ I give full credit for this first part of "The Landlady" to Roald Dahl who wrote this story that inspired me to write on to it. (just skim through it if you're feeling lazy) ----------------------------------------------------------------- "The Landlady"Roald Dauhl    Billy Weaver had traveled down from London on the slow afternoon train, with a change at Reading on the way, and by the time he got to Bath, it was about nine o’clock in the evening, and the moon was coming up out of a clear starry sky over the houses opposite the station entrance. Bu

  Your heart's too cold to know my pain, that I have swallowed fear for all these years. They all believed me when I said that I'm okay, but they didn't care enough to see my tears. You've learned my secrets, how to break me down. You've found my weak points so they all just turn around, and they're having fun tearing my heart to shreds now.  I am breakable today. And I can't seem to find the words to say that you are killing me inside. And now you're forcing me to run and hide. But you will never understand the words, the pain, the urgency to walk away and now I know that I can't make you understand. You will never understand.  My soul's t

When a heart breaks It's splits Not in half But into a million pieces And then it just goes numb Everything you've ever loved Seems to have disappeared There's no need to eat, drink, or sleep No need to need, bleed, or breath No need to live No need to die No need to grieve And no need to cry Every day becomes an endurance It's no longer filled with possibilities It becomes an endless nothing There's no need to fulfill it. There's nothing to fulfill. There's nothing to do. There's nothing to be. There's nothing around you. There's nothing for me.

It's so strange surrounded by the quiet The peaceful poetry is surreal It's a new world with the absence of the riot The judgmental slurs of reality have disappeared My world is only empty My past is not my past My memories are nothing My future awaits at last